Finally I can see
Really see your heart
It is so big and beautiful
Even with all your defects
No one can replace you
Don't ever change
CandleCuriousity lights the way
As we journey through this
New life, it is a blessing.
Don't hold back, don't
Let others tell you no
Exemplify the best of us.
DanceDalliances found on your feet
And the rhythym moves you
Now the feeling takes hold
Come into the erotic fold
Exquisite pleasure divine
LoveLets throw away all the labels and
Open our hearts to see the beauty
Veiled eyes now shining so bright
Everyone sees the beauty inside
New YearNearly drawing to a close
Each week has been disposed
Where is the time that you chose?
You open eyes and see for which
Every minute and every hour is not a glitch
And now you are no longer blind, you notice your niche
Race not through the day and notice e'ry moment enriched
ReleaseRealms of conciousness
Exalted bliss to be found within
Lamentations of pain, let it all go
Eagles sight set on the future, sailing
All on the winds of change I see the truth
Sadness is the mask worn until the souls' beauty
Escapes from the past, a beatiful dream is realized
The Fire WithinI have a passion burning inside
It's been 36 years and still yet no bride
My soul atremble with shyness and delight
I feel like a foal being guided out of the light
The passion, it waxes and it wanes
Of hatred, true love is its bane
My heart it eternally glows
With the possibility that you'll show
I need to have faith that you'll appear
And our love will shatter mutual fear
ReturnRazed is my past, a hollow mockery of a life.
Eased into a shell, a fight at the grasp of a knife.
Though now turned that the tables have, an old soul adieu.
Under the pressure of a thousand minds, a new life found true.
Reams of blood and bones and a soul reforged from the weight of love.
Now I am born again, a perception turned outside in, a mind I am deserving of.
HeavenHere our eyes meet and the glorious
Estate of heaven is revealed to me
A shaft of light, a beam of warmth
Verily my body tingles with delight
Easy now I see that we are meant to be
Ne'er before did my heart dance meritorious
I . F A I L
Words I repeat,
that seams meaningless
yet has a meaning,
words we all repeat,
words that make us stronger,
yet thats what we think,
what we all think,
a nother human being,
who speaks these similar words,
not every week
but day to day,
its my quote,
though its free words
for all people,
and I know it,
its what I speak to myself,
words that push you
to become stronge,
yet when I speak
these two words,
and I know it,
and I know it,
people may say otherwise
yet even if they say
in my heart
I know I fail,
its hard to belive,
that I think I fail
when I don't,
when no one does,
Yet I still think this,
how can I ?
Is somthing I question
Just how can I fail
when I do nothing
that makes me fail ?
AdviceAll your useless advice
About moving on
None of it will suffice
None of it I will act upon
All your empty words
About being happy
And moving forward
To a life that's not crappy
All the worthless things you say
Every cloud has a silver lining
Could you be any more cliche?
Your advice needs some redesigning
My own advice only works
For everyone but me
It's just one of my little quirks
So happy I will not be
Little GirlYou saw me,
Broken under the tree.
I sat alone,
Trying to be my own person.
Trying to live without a crutch.
But I guess you looked through me,
And saw the broken little girl I am.
I wish you hadn't scooped me up.
I wish you hadn't started caring for me.
I wish I hadn't cared for you.
You saw me cry.
You didn't know how much baggage I carried.
What I had,
You could never deal with.
The baggage I carry,
Needs someone to be around all the time.
I've been neglected.
Ive been lied to.
Ive been left out on the street to fend for myself.
Ive been left to fight other peoples battles.
I just want to be my own person.
I want to not hurt anymore.
If you see me sitting under that tree,
Don't come up,
And try to save me.
You would be trying to win a losing battle.
to feel...To feel someone's arms around me,
To feel a kiss, passionate, and deep,
To curl up together as we sleep.
Hearing your heart beat as i lay on your chest,
Holding you close, forget the rest,
Being happy with each other, no less.
Walking hand in hand down the street,
Not caring about the opinions of who sees,
Knowing despite what the world believes,
This love is real between you and me.
This is the simple happiness of my dreams,
Nothing extravagant, just having my love with me.
I don't have much hope left,
but i hope this will come to be.
Don't You Know?Don't you know that you're taking her for granted?
She's not going to be there for you for long if you're never there for her
Why don't you call her every once in a while, see if she's okay
She'll appreciate it more than you think
Show her that you truly love her, tell her she's your everything
Just prove to her that she means something to you
'Cause right now she may feel unappreciated
Right now she may feel useless
So prove to her that she's special
Prove to her that she's the only one for you
'Cause you could be slowly losing her
While you spend your time doing nothing
Meet up with her every once in a while
Before she walks away
'Cause once she walks away
She's never coming back.
things have changed,
it's sad, but it's true,
and as hard as I try,
I can do.
Where once long ago,
I was considered,
now it seems,
for common mediocrity.
I left the challenge behind,
"It's too hard,"
I'd rather be dead.
Can I recover,
Or have I
the ultimate cost.
any hope for this
poor, boring world?
Or can I,
with a pretty girl.
I'm A MonsterDrip...
As the last warm,
Sticky drop runs out...
I sit there stunned,
Wondering what I've done.
My victim lie motionless,
Gashes and tears
Running across their body,
Head to toe.
The pool of glorious,
Sticky warmth expands,
The flood flowing outwards,
Like a leak in a kiddy pool.
It suddenly hits me...
I'm a monster.
I felt no remorse.
No signs of angst
Or sadness for the
Desecrated pile of flesh
That lay before me.
And as the smell
Of freshly butchered meat
Hang in the air...
I stare around.
The darkness within
Already seeking out
A new target.
Ready to strike once more.
For once the blood
Of a mortal has spilt...
You crave for more,
In a never ending frenzy.
Ready to pounce once more,
I stride off into the shadows.
For here, I bide my time...
Waiting for a new chance
To rip flesh from bone,
And allow the blood to ooze.
Wait For MeDo you see the world in different colours ? Or do you see the world in black and grey?
Alone in your thoughts
How many others have stand where you are today?
Just wait for me now
A safe return is all I want
Break from all these chains
All these roads that I have taken led me to nowhere
Left me here standing at life's edge
There is just one thing left to ask, just wait for me
Broken mirrors can't hide from my shame
It has been years
Shattered into a million pieces
Wait for me there is still time
I haven't gotten back on my feet
I have hit rock bottom
The only way now is to go up
Please wait for me
But I will ask you once more,
Will you wait for me?
Only time could tell
Down into a deep spiral
There is no turning back
Just driving myself into a grave
Won't you wait for me?
Will there be a hand to save?
Or just turn a blind eye to my call?
And I shall wait for your answer
Society Has No Say On GayYoung and in love
Over and over
We fall for those we shouldn't
Society thinks they have a say
But our hearts have other plans
Those who don't understand
Try to change us
They think that queer is wrong
That queer is curable
I speak for myself when I say,
I've loved many
But only felt right with a few
And one of them is a woman
And so am I
At least genetically
They're like water
You knock a glass over
The water is displaced
But it is not gone
You can knock us over
We will not disappear
Wrong isn't the word for us
Nor is unnatural
Try something like human
Some cells, tissue
A brain that contains emotion
Love, something that is involuntary
It is never too late to discover
To find out who you really are
something others should not control
Society is nothing without numbers
Let those numbers favor our side
And if not, we shall never back down
womenI love them.
I love their sweet perfumes and the curves on their bodies. I love the way they smile. I love how warm they feel when they brush up against me. I love the way they laugh, that gentle, bubbling echo filling the air. I love their skin, each complex of it, each and every cell.
I love the way they dance in the rain. I love the way they take your hand and tells you to escape with them. I love the secrets they shed. I love the sweet lies. I love the innocent truths and the way they blush. I love the way they smirk and say they don't care.
I love their hands on me. I love their red fingernails, forming scars on my back. I love their hands entwined with mine. I love the way they arch their bodies when they reach the passion high. I love the way they moan my name, it's like a spell cast on me.
I love the way they speak. I love the way their tongue moves. I love the way their lips touches mine. I love the way they taste. I love the way they lead you to the unknown by being ju
Love IsLove is feeling.
Shared between anyone.
Love is pride.
Stand up for your orrientation.
Love is shared.
Everyone deserves to feel love.
Love is given.
Something taken with flushing cheeks.
Love is taken.
Accepted and sometimes stolen.
Love is lust.
A type of love used souly to gain pleasure.
Love is forgiveness.
Another chance to prove.
Love is acceptance.
Taken and respected for who you are.
Love is pure.
Pure and clean to be taken as such.
Love is unclean.
Confusion and uncertainty.
Love is unexplained.
Simply something we feel in our hearts.
Love is love.
In any way or any form.
Nothing more, nothing less.
So stop labeling it differently.
What is Perfect Love?No more.
I just can't take it any more of having to walk around and trying to pretend Im someone Im not.
For years, I'd hid my true self.
Ever since I found out who I was, I had locked myself in the closet.
I can still recall the smells of fabric and the feel of wool on my face. Yes, I was a bit too big to fit inside comfortably, but my own fear of what they would do if they ever found out had made me regardless.
It isn't shame that kept me in the closet. Its the fear of prejudice.
I am the trapped bird that has finally been let out.
The time to spread my wings and show the world my pride of who I really am has finally arrived and I welcomed it's embrace.
Hanging my school jacket, I tell myself, Don't be afraid, Luce.
After all, Its not like I did anything wrong, right?
So why am I trembling?
Why do I hear those 'thud. thud's from my beating heart?
Climbing down the staircase, the sweet fragrance of chicken and potatoes greeted me.
For the first time in my life, I sat o
Think again.If you think death can't be beaten, you're not trying hard enough,
If you think nothing is eternal, then you've never felt true love.
If you want me to help you, and I tell you to help yourself,
You would think me rude, but some things I just can't tell you myself.
You live and you learn, and you have to live these things,
Empiricism is the only way to know how a nightingale sings.
You must know it for yourself, some things cannot be taught,
When you learn, you must adapt and change what you once thought.
My friend, it is not that I want to keep the knowledge to myself,
It is that I cannot tell you, for some things you must learn yourself.
I cannot tell you what beauty is, for it is everchanging for all of us,
I cannot tell you what is bad or good, for the knowledge is within us.
If I could tell you, I gladly would, if I could put these concepts into words,
But I cannot, so you must live and learn, no matter how much it hurts.
So now it is time,
The Intelligent Are So SadA cascade of words parade around,
with thoughts of atoms and connotation.
She is brilliant, they say,
but she knows she is lost.
Numbers are her companion,
she understands their mean, average.
Words can twist her brain,
she loves the wonder they bring.
She is intelligent, they say,
she doesn't feel clever enough.
Sometimes she feels clever too much.
Excusez-moi, in perfect French,
but nothing is gained by perfect word tense.
She is clever, they say.
But she is not clever the way they know.
She sees things as they are,
and she prefers her thoughts to the world.
She knows she loves them more than they in return,
and her friends will be there until they wont.
Friends reassure her, you'll be okay,
she puts a smile on her face.
She loves them as much as any,
even though there aren't many.
They bring out the best in her,
the happy girl,
not swamped by words.
The one who isn't drowning in formula.
Test scores and numbers don't mark you smart,
she knows this now,
engraved in her
in love's hold.
into it's mold
you need me to be.
You are my
what I do
is for you
and you alone.
I can't even remember
before your name.
I don't even
feel the same.
I don't feel
or anything real,
and your all
captivated by you.
Caught under your spell.
I want to
from the confines
of my mind.
But I die
as each day passes
and I'm not by your side.
that by the time
we finally meet,
I'll be nothing
with your kiss,
One YearThat name
Lingers at the back of my mind
A year has passed
Ever so fast
Yet i'm still sad
I feel too bad
I need to stop
And move on
So why cant i?
First Girl too
I'm so confused
Am i this am i that
I've told people now
I cant go back
I'm hoping that special person
Will walk into my life
And stay this time
Because i want someone to hold me into the night..
Tomorrow Is Another DayHow can I dream
When I'm hurt?
How can I smile
When I'm dirt?
How can I hope
When I'm forgotten?
How can I be
When I'm nothing?
I don't know how
But there are some things
That you just have to do
If not for yourself
Then for someone close
I don't know if these words
Will impact you, or set an impression
But take this advice
From an old cutter
It gets better, even if your life has melted like butter
You're not forgotten
You're always in someone's mind
You're not dirt
Cause to someone you shine
There is still hope for you
Even if your dream is broken
I noticed that
When the girl I loved, came even closer
Don't hurt yourself today
Cause you never know